Home Within
Have you ever visited a place and it immediately felt like home? A place like this stirs us to feel peaceful, grounded, at home within ourselves. There are a many places that have felt that way to me but a few stand out. Diving in Bonaire…being underwater, relaxed with the local sea turtle population gliding through clear, salty water is one place. Another place is the west coast of Ireland…a place where I felt so truly grounded into who I am, I considered moving there. And then there is the Smoky Mountains, specifically the upper elevation fir and spruce forests. This love for the Smokies started when I was a kid.
Yesterday, I was hiking through one of my favorite forests in the Smokies and stopped to breathe in the delightful aroma of the fir trees. Steam was rising from the mossy earth and birds were singing. The crisp air was warmed by sunlight filtering through evergreen branches. I was home, in every sense of what that means. I felt totally present. My heart was filled and poured love into the forest, just as it poured its essence into me. My bones vibrated to the harmony around me.
Several years ago, when I was trying to find a home as I moved back to Western North Carolina, I was frustrated. I’d been looking for over a year and nothing was manifesting. On one house hunting trip, as I was driving up from Alabama, I got to the intersection in Dillsboro where you go left toward Cherokee or right toward Asheville. I literally stopped in ‘Y’ intersection and heard this question: Where have you always wanted to live? My answer? Near Great Smoky Mountains National Park. That moment shifted my search. Soon after that I finally found ‘the place.’ It wasn’t until I moved in and the trees shed their leaves that I realized the long view from my home was the ridgeline of the national park. And within minutes I can be in the forests that bring such joy to me.
I feel lucky to live in one of the places that helps me feel at home within myself. But truthfully, there are many places that have helped me find my way back to myself. I am grateful for them all.
Decluttered
Last Tuesday I was walking down Alum Cave trail from the summit of Mount LeConte. It was my second day of summiting the mountain and the fourth day of hiking over a five-day weekend. I was feeling clear, balanced, grounded, a bit tired, and interestingly…decluttered.
It suddenly struck me, on that beautiful trail, that there were no signs, no billboards, no modern-day clutter on that trail…on any trail in the Smokies. Rather than be bombarded with mental clutter advertising ridiculous possessions none of us even need, Nature offers plants and trees and rocks and vistas and moving water and sky and wildlife—something we are part of, instead of an artificial world of gadgets that utilize resources that will be forgotten within weeks or less and tossed in the trash.
I gained clarity on that hike. I don’t just hike the trails to be in Nature, I hike to escape an increasingly chaotic materialistic fake world that is soul-sucking. I go into Nature to be renewed, restored, and decluttered.
While social media can be helpful and connect people, these days it seems only to create more chaos within us and divide us even more. So, unplugging on the trail is a big part of why I hike. Of course, I can do that every day as I attempt to declutter my mind by limiting time on social media and taking Nature breaks during my work days.
During these times of intense collapse and renewal…and yes, it’s happening at the same time…what are you doing to declutter your mind and heart? Find what works for you and make it a daily practice. And maybe turn your attention to the renewal part of the world stage and focus on what you want to create. When we declutter, we create more space to live in a more harmonious world. Let’s built that world together.
a different way of seeing
Back-to-back hikes the past two days gifted the healing power of flowers. Purple ones, blue ones, white ones, yellow ones, pink ones, fringed ones, striped ones with waves of wild blue phlox fragrance wafting on the breeze. That mixture of jasmine and lavender smell is intoxicating, or seems to be, as I wandered through woodlands laughing with joy.
Today I forgot my phone in the car. I use it as a backup camera for my Nikon or take videos with it. There were so many videos I wanted to take today and yet, it was very freeing not having that distraction. There was no cell service, so not from texts or anything, but just another gadget to keep up with. Somehow not having it freed me to be more present and open to a different way of seeing. A different way of being and more available to listen…to the wind stirring the forest, the bees buzzing, to the heart of the mountains as they whispered…Welcome Home.
