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Keepers of the Light

Keepers of the Light

People who tended lighthouses were referred to as keepers of light. They maintained lights that kept ships from crashing onto the shore before there was LORAN, GPS, sonar, and automated lights along coastlines. They were vital to survival of crews and cargo.

During winter seasonal celebrations happening around the Solstice, we are reminded of light so keenly because we experience the shortening of days. Nights lengthen, darkness grows and we are directed inward…to our homes and hearths….to ourselves.

Light of fires, candles, Christmas trees and other decorations kindle our since of wonder and appreciation for that which illuminates the darkness. Yet we sometimes forget that we carry within us the essence of light that can be the most beautiful of lights.

May humans awaken to the light within and become keepers of that sacred light. May we help each other navigate these times of darkness. May we be beacons of hope, love and compassion…of Light.

Dance of the Sun and Moon

Dance of the Sun and Moon

When I saw the sun on my bike ride this morning….as it rose over the Gulf of Mexico….it was like greeting a lover the first time after a first encounter….I gazed at the sun as if it was seeing me after I had opened myself up to it…surrendered to it. Today I paid attention to that amazing orb in the sky and greeted it as a friend….a magnificent star.

A few days ago the solar eclipse brought together millions of people within a 70 mile path across the United States from Oregon to South Carolina. People from all over the world came together in celebration of a Universal phenomenon. I hadn’t planned on going anywhere but as the event drew closer that changed.

First, I needed a solar filter for my camera lens. They were out of stock all over the country. But after patient and diligent checking with my favorite east coast photog supply company, it was finally in stock and on the way. And of course after spending so much money on a 77mm piece of glass I had to go to the totality. Didn’t I?

Where? Obviously north of the Gulf Coast. Charleston, South Carolina was supposed to be the number one most-crowded place to view it…and it would most-likely have clouds due to the coastal location. So not there. But I couldn’t justify flying to Wyoming, where clouds would be less-likely.

I kept asking the Universe…Where!???!!

Finally two events steered me to the right place. One, a woman at an outdoor concert sat in front of me wearing a shirt with Cookeville, TN on the back. I looked it up and it was in the totality. Then my friend Joyce, who lives with her hubby in Crossville, joined the live video from the Gulf of Mexico one morning so I messaged her later asking if she knew about Cookeville….long story short they invited me to stay and attend an eclipse party she was going to attend.

On the drive up to Crossville I thought about the millions of people traveling to the narrow path of totality and how amazing it was that so many people were coming together in celebration. I felt the event was about community-building, strengthening relationships with each other and moving beyond a place of separation to a place of unity. But that’s well-into the 9 hours of driving so I thought I could be slipping into the twilight zone.

Clouds in Birmingham and rain…then patchy clouds. What would I do if clouds covered the sky? I wanted to photograph the corona….how would I react if I made the trip and didn’t see the corona? I was willing to make the effort, take the risk, to have the opportunity.

Sunday night, as Joyce and I were chatting another friend called me. She is from upstate New York and was driving to Nashville for the event….but she ended up joining us. Of course the strange part of this wild story is that the four of us met on a humpback whale trip. Something amazing was at work…or at least that’s what we felt. Definite twilight zone potential.

The morning of the eclipse dawned with a crystal blue, clear sky. But like clouds do, the heat of the day began to fuel those little buggers and since the celestial event wasn’t until 12.30pm, the chances of clouds obscuring the view increased.

We arrived at the party an hour before the beginning and were greeted by the hosts, Kai and Susanne. They live on a lake and had the perfect setup for viewing and visiting. Large, smooth rocks at the lake and bountiful deck space. And of course a ship’s bells for Kai to ring out the countdown to totality.

Without special glasses or viewing equipment one would never know anything was happening. But with the glasses and solar filter on my camera lens it was stunning.

Slowly the moon slid in front of the sun. Little-by-little larger bites of the sun disappeared. The moon created a deeper crescent in the sun as it danced through the sky. Celebration extended past the rocks and deck around the lake. Boats loaded with people joined in our hoots and whistles.

A guy from Denmark, a professional astronomer, flew in for the event. He was offering me advice about photographing the corona. I was so excited to have his kind suggestions.

Kai began ringing the bell at thirty minutes to totality. “Thirty minutes!!!” he proclaimed. Around the lake, voices echoed his announcement. Then….”TEN MINUTES!” And voices around the lake once again took the message and spread it like wildfire. Finally it was time and the fat cloud that had been hanging over the lake greedily hid the totality from us. The corona was not going to be seen from our perch on the rocks. NOOOOOO!!!!! 

But wait…..the light. How amazing was the darkness. Street lights came on across the water. Crickets begin singing their night song. Amazing light. Profound light. Clouds or not….this was nothing short of miraculous.

At the time of totality I grabbed my wide angle lens and shot a bit and my GoPro since the corona didn’t command my attention. In reviewing the video earlier today it was like I was back there, celebrating with everyone who quickly got over the cloud cover and surrendered to the experience of what was happening. We were witnessing something most of us had never seen before and may not again.

As totality ended the clouds begin to glow as light returned. We had come together….all *18 million of us. Think of the amazing good will and energy generated by that number of people focusing on something. It was so exciting to have our country be showered in light and love and people coming together for a celestial event. It gave me hope, that we can work together and love together and put positive energy out into the world together!

The next day was another long drive home followed by a busy day so I hadn’t had time to write about my experience. On the bike ride this morning I missed the magnificent pink and red sunrise from my bicycle seat as I drove my car to the state park where I ride. By the time I cycled to the beach, the sun was burning brightly over the Gulf. And somehow that was perfect.

I stopped and unclipped my feet and gazed at the sun. I saw it in a different way this morning. I felt shy because just a few days ago I had opened my mind and heart so big to it and the moon and witnessed their amazing dance with so many wonderful people. An intimacy between the sun, moon and me occurred. It feels as if I came into greater alignment with the Universe, myself and everyone who journeyed into the path of totality.

Perhaps our coming together will open a new era of cooperation. Human-to-human, human-to-nature. Maybe experiencing such a profound event will open our minds and hearts to see beyond the normal mind and heart-numbing barrage of bullshit spewed by news and fake news, violence, hatred and other dysfunctions.

Sounds of laughter echo in my mind as the voices echoed around the lake….Thirty minutes!!! Ten minutes!! The bell rings loud and clear in my heart. Open! Open! Open! It’s time to dance!

One thing is clear. The sun and moon and stars keep dancing whether we notice or not. The Universe continues in its beautiful waltz even when humans act like goof-balls. The stars, sun and moon continue in their journey, continue their dance. The question we have to answer is this: Will we join in the dance?

Sunrise Together

Sunrise Together

For several mornings while cycling, I’ve stopped at sunrise and turned on the ‘live’ video function on Facebook and have connected with friends while I’m standing at the beach or at a marsh. When people join the conversation I can see them and then can read comments….some comments anyway. Then, as I finish my ride, I think of my friends and send them love and good thoughts.

Perhaps the most valuable takeaway is the feeling of connection, of unity. We are watching the sun rise together.

In these times of divisiveness and fear, it is so important to cultivate feelings of Oneness and connection. It doesn’t have to be through social media…that’s just a way that’s building community for me.

It’s important to be aware of what’s happening in our world. It’s vital that we build connections with others that hold a vision of peace and compassion and equality. Let’s not meet violence with violence but rather with a unified vision and practice of peace, compassion and joy….all over the planet.

*I’m still learning how to read comments and reply while using the video so if you type a greeting and I don’t see it I’m not ignoring you. I love you!

Stepping Through the Abyss

Stepping Through the Abyss

Recently I wrote about deconstructing my past and future related to the path I had envisioned years ago. It was time to let go of the vision I held so that I can move forward.

One night I couldn’t sleep so I laid in bed imagining myself moving all stepping stones that led back ‘there’ and creating works of beauty…fountains, benches in the forest, other creations of beauty that stood free. It was better than counting sheep.

The next day, I was in meditation and found myself at the stepping off point some of us call the Abyss. In Tree of Life studies it’s a path leading to a sphere of knowledge on the Tree. I’ve participated in deep discussions at workshops about this mystical ‘place.’ Always before in meditations I’ve felt held back from progressing forward.

But that day the only thing I ‘heard’ was if I step through, there’s no going back. Everything now goes forward with complete trust even though there is no visible path. I would no longer have the option of going back the way I had come.

It’s like that scene in Indiana Jones where he has to cross an abyss and have complete and total faith–when he steps out there will be a path even though he cannot see it. So my meditation was very close to that memorable scene.

Since then, when my mind wanders or gets into hyper-drive, I have been envisioning myself gently and with great love and compassion, moving all the stepping stones that created a path and creating bird baths, fountains, stone works of art…an inner urban renewal of sorts.

I realized, while cycling this morning, that the mental exercises I’ve been doing and the meditation are connected. I used to think a well-planned vision for life was necessary for successful completion of goals. What I failed to realize is a vision is an ever-evolving and living part of my life that requires complete and total surrender to stay present and not get stuck in the past or the future.

There are many surrenders that happen as we move through different phases of life’s journey yet so often we cling to the familiar even when it chooses to walk away from us. What if every morning we envision an abyss like Indiana Jones faced and see something we want to create across it. Then, with complete surrender and faith, step toward it. How might that change our lives?

What it’s done for me is bring me into the present moment, where life is actually happening. When I think of that person from my past, no longer in my life, I simply begin lovingly removing the stepping stones that lead back there and re-form them into something beautiful. Then I return from the mind-work and feel more free, more present with life now. When I worry about the future I imagine the path I made so many years ago is gently broken up with my hands and the soil is planted with seeds of grasses and wildflowers. Then I bring myself back to the present moment.

By building a beautiful present moment, it feels like I am creating a garden of my life with no worn or paved pathways. I trust Nature to be my working partner, to show me where I can assist, where I can lend my skills to help create a better world for all life.

May every day bring successful navigation of the unknown as we step out with courage and yield to our heart’s callings.