Tag: Thom Rutledge

Wisdom in a Garden

Wisdom in a Garden

Beginnings of the garden
Beginnings of the garden

This morning found me once again in the new garden–the task was mulching. It wasn’t difficult. It was just repetitive and like the grass removal, the effort gave me time to reflect. During my working meditation the same ideas I wrote about yesterday surfaced and continued to give me tid bits to ponder.

Yesterday I realized that many of us find our value from things we do for others or in our jobs. We might even assign ourselves a task for helping our spouse or significant other. This role might become our entire reason for staying in the relationship. And once that task is completed, we feel we are of no value to the other person or that there is no need to stay in the relationship. We might justify our existence by what we do and when what we ‘do’ is no longer needed, we fade away.

The same thing applies in work environments. If we base our value on the role or job we have, when that job ends we lose our value…at least in that way of thinking.

Amid scooping and spreading mulch this understanding kept growing….As the mulch pile decreased, the ideas increased.

There is danger in finding identity through what we do or our performance…rather than who we are at our core.

Over twenty-five years ago Thom Rutledge reminded me that my value doesn’t come from what I do. It was such a foreign concept he presented. I had based my entire life on approval for what I did. Not for who I was. Those layers are still peeling away and I understand on a deeper level exactly what he meant.

placecoverweb kidslowresfront2 sharkswebSuccess doesn’t come from how many books I sell or how much money I generate from hard work. If that were the case I’d be floating in cool cash after the past four days of labor in the garden. Perhaps success is really just about showing up, being present and living with an open heart and mind. I’m not sure yet…I’ll let you know in another 25 years.

Until then, I’ll be making my morning pilgrimage outdoors to unearth wisdom in a garden.

My daughter and future son-in-law's birthday garden gnome...watching over my courtyard.